Fear & Love chords and lyrics - PNAU

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[Verse 1]
When I [Am]looked back
I had come farther than I thought
I was all alone,
and all of a sudden I feared
[F]When I looked at myself,
[Dm]I didn't know that I was [F]ex [Am]hausted
I was all alone,
and all of [F]a sudden I feared

[Verse 2]
You're doing well [F]When
you become confused,
just like [Am]you've done so far, just go
Just do yourself, you [F]know yourself
You practiced around a
[Am]few thousand times
Broke down once or twice,
now it's nothing
Opportunity has [F]always meant (you know
it) standing [Am]up again [C]at life's crisis
You [F]said you're going [Dm]on a trip to heave[Am]n,
Quickly pack [C]your suitcase

[Verse 3]
Don't stop, you still have [F]lots of
[Dm]work to do
Look at the photo of your par
[Am]ents who look after you
[C]You're your [F]dongsaeng's mir
[Dm]ror as well as your family's s[Am]tar
I musn't sleep so that they
[C]can sleep comfortably
Hey you r*tard, don't be so obvi[F]ous
Stand strong, I know,
even [Dm]if you're lonely
[Am]You need t[C]o endure this
Are your tears falling, [F]you b*stard
Stop crying an[Dm]d raise it[F] aga[Dm]in,
your respons[Am]ibility

[Verse 4]
[C]Eh when I didn't [F]want to see anything
I [Dm]forced my eyes open
because [Am]I just feared
It was [C]because I suddenly
became afraid eh oh
When [F]I didn't want
[Dm]to speak at al[Am]l,
I [C]purposedly raised my voice because
There is [F]no other reason
[Dm]I fe[Am]ar, I fear[C]

[Verse 5]
I said it like a habit "I always [F]trust
myself"
[Dm]"There is no opponent"
But enemy [Am]was in my mirror
[C]I must've lost my mind because
of [F]the [Dm]continuous figh[Am]t
[C]I killed myself
My mom has become wary of [F]me

[Verse 6]
[Dm]To receive t[Am]he attention of the pu[C]blic eh,
to live inside a CCTV eh
I dug at one place [F]to the point of death
The fact that this might
become my grave [Dm]scare me

[Verse 7]
Father, if you're looking [Am]at m[C]e[F]
[Dm]Tell me the answer
I'm much too young and fragile
[Am]to b[C]e an[F] a[Dm]dult
I still don't know the [Am]way
I know now that it hurts too much to keep
[F]hitting myself [Dm]over something
[F]Maybe it's too late now
[Am]To just keep stupidly whipping
There are too many
wounds that [F]won't close

[Verse 8]
Eh when I didn't want to see anything I [F]forced my
eyes open
because I just feared
[Am]It was because I suddenly
became afraid eh oh
[C]When I didn't want to speak at all,
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is [F]no other reason
I [Dm]fear, I fear
I keep get[Am]ting afraid

[Verse 9]
I'm thankful for [C]everything
Ignoring my reli[F]gion
From [Dm]the corrupt[Am]ed d[C]irectors
who tried to use [F]this [Dm]boy 6 years ago
To [Am]my current agency
[C]that rescued me
For the [F]numerous [Dm]contestants
who allowed this [Am]stage
For my uncle in heaven
who taught me how men live
For [C]my family, my shoulders
Even my members who are like [F]brothers
I'll receive [Dm]consolation
just until [Am]today and
From tomorrow, I'll [C]be mature instead [F]of[Dm]
[Am]be i[C]ng[F]
[Dm]a coward
Love ya
[Am]Eh when I didn't want
[C]to see anything
[F]I forced my eyes open because I just feared
It was because [Dm]I suddenly
became [Am]afraid eh oh
When I didn't [C]want to speak at all,
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is [F]no other reason
I fear, I fear
I keep getting afraid