claustrophobic Chords

Lyrics & chords

[Verse 1]
[D][Em]
[D]Why can't I be perfect?
Why do I always take [Em]the blame?
Why am I in his bedroom?
I don’t even know his full name
[D]It's not usually like me to
Put myself out on [Em]the line
Cause they always want
to “try me”
They never wish that they
[A]were mine

[Verse 2]
I really wanna [Bm]wear that white
dress
And walk down [A]the aisle
But they [G]said stay here for awhile
[D]They fuck me like they hate me

[Verse 3]
[D]
Like I’m not someones daugh[Em]ter
And when they’re done they hold me
Like I'm a loving partner
[D]And in the dark I try to
Convince myself I want [Em]it
Then I get that [D]reminder[Em]
[A]I’m kinda claustrophobic

[Verse 4]
[Bm]I’m kinda [A]cla[G]ust[D]rophobic

[Verse 5]
I fear I'm not a person I miss my body
before [Em]the pain
No matter how hard you try
to hurt me
I'll still be sweet like sugar cane
[D]And I don’t know why I'm sorry
Probably the neglect
and depriva[Em]tion
My momma always told me
I put myself in those situation[A]s
I really want to [Bm]wake

[Verse 6]
up next to
someone
Who makes [A]me smile
[G]But I'm not worth[A]while
[Em]They [D]just

[Verse 7]
fuck me like they hate me
Cause I'm just someones daugh[Em]ter
Wish they would never leave me
But I am not their partner
[D]And in the dark I try to
Convince myself I want [Em]it
Then I get that reminder
[D]I’m kinda claustrophobic

[Verse 8]
What if this isn't [D]what I think it is?
I wish I [Em]would wake up
[A]It's so hard to [Bm]feel loved in my skin
Thought I was good [A]but I never [G]was
[D]Don’t fuck me like

[Verse 9]
you hate me
[Em]I am a human being
[D]No ones ever held me
[Em]And when they did I couldn't feel it
And in [A]the dark I try to
Tell my[Bm]self that [A]I'm still [G]dreaming
[D]Please tell me

[Verse 10]
you don’t hate
me
I'm trusting this completely
[Em]I just wanna get closer
I don’t need you to save [D]me
I try to see the future
But I don’t think it sees [Em]me
don’t wanna think about it
I think that I’m still healing