Kills Me To Be Kind Chords

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[Verse 1]
[D]I woke up alone
And I look to my phone
And you called me four times
but I still felt alone
I can't [G]tell you
I'm not [A]thinking [Asus4]of you an[A]y more[Asus4][D]

[Verse 2]
I travelled six hours for [D]the sake
of distraction
Grown more in a year with my
own self compassion
[G]I know
It would be [Asus4]easier just to[D] settle

[Verse 3]
[Bm]I don't th[G]ink of you[D]
[Em]Like I used to [G]do
[A]Like I used to [D]do

[Verse 4]
Mourning a future [D]I know
could have been
And I'm wanting to please you
But I'm begging to leave
Your [G]body knows before your mind
[A]Though in your head, [Asus4]it's fine
[D]

[Verse 5]
[Bm]I don't th[G]ink of you[D]
I [Em]got too used t[G]o you
[A]Like I [D]always do
[G]

[Verse 6]
Missing you isn't [A]enough[D]
Wanting you isn't [Asus4]enough
[A]We were [D]too [A]young to [Bm]call it [Asus4]what
[A]it [Asus4]was[G]
Hate yourself,
now that's [A]al [D]right
Hate being alone, so stay the [Asus4]night
You don't love me
[A]You just [Bm]need me to [Asus4]stay aliv[A]e[G]
It kills me to be kind
It kills me to be [D]kind

[Verse 7]
[D]
Romanticize dancing in the kitchen together
In our shared house
Fall asleep on each other
But I [G]fear the suburban [A]life
[Asus4]Not like you'd remember[D]
You finally got up
And you wanted to change
Now I'm in New York because
I couldn't wait [G]any longer
But I [A]think it's for [Asus4]the bet t[D]er
For the better
[Bm]I don't th[G]ink

[Verse 8]
of you
[D](I don't think of [Em]you)
Like you want [Bm]me to
[A]Like [Asus4]I used to[D] do (like I
[A]use[G]d to)
Missing you isn't [A]enough

[Verse 9]
[D]
Wanting you isn't [A]enough[Asus4]
We were too [A]young to [Bm]call it
[Asus4]what it was[G]
Hate myself, now that's [A]al [D]right
Hate being alone, so stay the [Asus4]night
You don't love me
You [A]just [Bm]need me to [Asus4]stay aliv[A]e[G]
It kills me to be kind

[Interlude 1]
It kills me to be kind
[D][Dsus4][D][Dsus4][D]
[G]

[Verse 10]
I [G]heard you fucked somebody [A]else
Despite how bad you [Bm]felt
Need somebody in your bed
[A]To drown that noise in your hea[G]d
But I keep you in my [A]mind
[Asus4]Though I faked [A]it every [Bm]time
You know it kills me to be [A]kind?
It killed me to be [G]kind
[A][Asus4]

[Verse 11]
[G]
[A]Give it all up for [Asus4]us[A][Asus4]
[A]Give it all up [Bm]for us
You could [A]give it all up for us
and it [Asus4]won't be eno[G]ugh
You'd [A]give it all up for us
[Asus4]You'd give it a[A]ll up for us[Bm]
But that [A]doesn't mean it was love
It [Asus4]doesn't mean it was l[G]ove

[Verse 12]
[G]I w[D]oke up alone
And I looked to my phone
And you called me six times
but I still felt alone
Can [D]I tell [G]you
I don't [A]think of [Asus4]you anymore?

[Outro 1]
[D]