Ryan Chords

Lyrics & chords

[Verse 1]
[Am]"Hi, Ian, it's mom
Um, when you can just [Dm]gimme-
Gimme a call [Am]back when you have [F]a chance,
okay?
Thank you for your text
And, um, [Am]you have
all my [Dm]love and [Am]support
And I'll [Dm]help you any way I [F]can,

[Verse 2]
okay?"
[F]Here's a [C]couple true facts
I've dis[Dm]covered in life
One, [Am]everything we do is [F]highly
incentivized
By paternal condi[C]tions we
could [Dm]never predict
Yeah, some [Am]things could be different,
but [F]still it is what it is
And two, [C]everyone is struggling
to carry [Gm]their burden
This I [F]know to [Am]be cer[F]tain don't
[Am]even [F]question this sermon
'Cause three,
[C]insecurity is a common [G]disease
[Am]But it k[F]eeps us [Am]moving forward
toward a common [F]decree

[Verse 3]
What [F]do [C]I have to s[Dm]ay that I've
[Am]avoided 'til [F]today?
What have [C]I buried d[Dm]eep in my cons[Am]cious?
[F]Forgive me [C]'cause

[Verse 4]
I've [C]been [Dm]trying,
[Am]I'm sorry I'm not like[F] Ryan
[C]I wish I was[Dm] like him,
[Am]but it's just not who [F]I am[C]
Who I am, [Dm]who I [Am]am
I'm sorry I'm not [F]like Ryan
[C]I've bee[Dm]n trying,
[Am]I'm sorry I'm not like[F] Ryan
Four, the [Am]ego

[Verse 5]
is al[Dm]ways the
fourth floor with [Am]a trap door
So, we can never be [F]that sure
There's [C]five people in my
life who [Dm]seem to get me
But [Am]six people that I know s[F]till resent me
My [C]older brother Ryan is someone
I [Dm]keep trying [Am]to show
That I can be [F]a someone, you know?
And my [C]parents understand that
I'm growing [Dm]as a man
Still I [Am]constantly wonder just
what they [F]think of who I am

[Verse 6]
What do [C]I have to s[Dm]ay that I've
[Am]avoided 'til [F]today?
What have [C]I buried d[Dm]eep in
my con[Am]scious?[F]
Forgive [C]me 'cause

[Verse 7]
I've [C]been [Dm]trying,
[Am]I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan[F]
[C]I wish I was[Dm] like him,
[Am]but it's just not who [F]I am[C]
Who I am, [Dm]who I [Am]am
I'm sorry I'm not [F]like Ryan
[C]I've bee[Dm]n trying,
[Am]I'm sorry I'm not like[F] Ryan
[C]I've

[Verse 8]
[Dm]been trying,
[Am]I'm sorry I'm not like[F] Ryan[C]
I wish I [Dm]was like [Am]him, but it's not who I am